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Deviant

by Synaptic Suffering

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1.
Deviant 01:06
Welcome to my domain A place for the wicked and depraved A dungeon of your wildest dreams Theres no place here for the ordinary (ree) The rooms are filled with naked freaks while implements impact against their cheeks Here, Your pleasure is guaranteed, If you just follow my lead
2.
see it in the pornos, choking sluts and desperate cunts But none of the girls I meet mirror my fantasy It must be a conspiracy They don’t deserve my affection anyway Cuz all they say is "I don’t like you that way" I gave that bitch my time and money So now its time for reciprocation, honey Feminist pigs complain about me But all I ever did was disregard their feelings its not like we're the same, you have much smaller brains Forever alone, my problem is not insecurity Forever alone I would be happy, if only all these whores would just fuck me Forever alone My perdition validated by 4chan communities Forever alone My virginity, your culpability This is a celebration, an anthem for deplorables If it was not for your misogyny, women might have higher self esteem Tits and ass on instagram And don’t forget your onlyfans What am I supposed to think? Is this about empowerment and not about me? Nevermind that, Ill jack off to your picture feed And after ill leave a cute comment like "I wish we could breed" You say im controlling of your body But you don’t understand that it belongs to me Your holes are mine
3.
I have been waiting for this day so long Been saving up my paychecks till I had just enough To pay in cash for the perfect service A nice looking bitch to ride on my dick Deep into the dark web, I find the glory oh, (my weakness) you think that I enjoy this? no, ( I need this) theres a reason this is secret Oh, (so lonely) this is only a transaction Oh, (my darling) but ill give you what you need measuring my dignity on the nightstand A deviant, I am disgraced for dollars Calling me a whore, yet its you who pays So desperate for my touch cuz you cant get laid Spinning round your diety of chrome Shake my implants in your face I bought them just for you Everyday is a fantasy, the deepest depths of depravity All you need is an isp , for endless sexual connectivity Oh, (my weakness) you picked me from a catalog So, (I need this) don’t think I'm here for you Oh, (so lonely) you tell me im an angel No (my darling) then pretend I don’t exist Pleasuring your phalluses for a profit A deviant, I am disgraced for dollars Fighting to survive I sell my body But A harlot on streets is all you see
4.
C.H.O.P. 03:36
Salivating at thoughts unpure I masturbate in solitude My only escape from this societal façade of a fulfilling coupling Click after click, I reach for my dick Only to find my demise Cant ejaculate Wont compensate For lack of intimate interaction How was your day? What is for dinner? How was work? Will you please just do the dishes? Wasting away My mental state I cannot escape From this matrimony I blame all my problems on the gays Surely they're at fault for my disdain Civilization will decay (no one is invited) All The children are fast asleep, it is finally time to spread my seed Chasing viagra with whiskey, a chemical induced attraction Lights off so I can't see your face, this whole ritual is a pointless charade Finally I cum and I fall asleep to dreams of repetitious misery At the office I must finish these reports Yard work cannot be ignored I cannot deny this suffering is my own endeavor Why cant I enjoy this life of privilege and pride Everyone scream it now CIS-GENDERED HETERO ORGY PARTY Monogamy all around CIS-GENDERED HETERO ORGY PARTY All together now CIS-GENDERED HETERO ORGY PARTY
5.
Illusion of inclusion, change your logo to a rainbow for a month Virtue signaling, profiting off oppression Delusion of effusion, drag kings and queens are not your fucking mascots Welcome them for one night a week to keep them separated from all you normies Constant exposure to those that wish I would not exist A fiber optic cage built of misanthropic cysts Pretend that be straight fit in with your peers The culmination of all your insecurities But now that your horny you crawl back to me? Welcome to my domain An existence so profane Hostage to my hormones Debauchery embedded In my bones Obsessed with labels, we define ourselves But none of that matters to me, because I would fuck anything Stuck Inside a rift between the cultures of the obscured and complacent The gays think that I'm fake and the straights as always hate I'm not just a prop for your threesome dreams and fantasies Enslaved by my cock, my mind wanders During the mundane, I fantasize Which coworker has the biggest dick? And Which classmates has the best tits? Sexualize the entire spectrum Nobody is safe from the splatter of my cum Ill screw your wife while you fuck my ass But don’t let me come bewteen you two, is that too much to ask? This is my life, this is my reality This is my curse my binary domain Fill every orifice Cover me in fluids Fulfil the fetish Paradise of pleasure Can’t you see? Your words mean nothing to me Keep Tearing me down just for sharing my kinks, while your pornhub account objectifies me Can't you see? This world was not made for me A slave to desire and dark fantasies no gender alone that can satisfy me Welcome to my domain An existence so profane Hostage to my hormones Debauchery embedded In my bones Obsessed with labels, we define ourselves But none of that matters to me, because I would fuck anything

about

This is the story of the evolution of my sexuality. Some people know their whole life who they are, for some others it takes a while to figure it out. And thats ok.

Perverts are people too

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released July 30, 2021

Thanks to Luke and the Swells for the backup vocals on the finale
Thanks to Con Queso for all the advice

Special thanks to Bethal Baptist Bible Camp, for all the memories.

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Synaptic Suffering Indianapolis, Indiana

Basement-made one-man-band project based out of Indianapolis. Breakdowns and brees with melodic tremolo riffs.

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